meetings meeting meetings

Now the work begins. What to wear? What say? What to NOT say? Remembering names and now, meetings, meetings, meetings. I don't do meetings well, but all these are with people who are wanting to help me. For that I am especially grateful. Nice people taking time out of their busy day to help me speak, if not intelligently, factually. People working to benefit the scholarship. Me having chaps that zip, is lovely, but the real reason for all of this, is to benefit the scholarship. I see my job as giving a face and voice to the scholarship. Only time will tell weather I get tongued tied, say fuck too many times and call the judge, by his lover's ex's name.